My name is Tamara and I am a young lady trying to live my best life! I am in the process of learning who I am. I am an inspiring photographer that loves to paint my spare time. Painting has become a big part in my life, it helps me heal and just calm down from day to day stresses. I love trying new things and I am working on coming out of my bubble. Thank you so much for stopping by, leave a comment I would love to hear what you think!
You know what one of the hardest things about going on this real food journey…the temptations. The cute cookies, the chocolate cakes and bakery treats. You see them everywhere and man do they ever smell so good. It takes so much will power to turn away and most days my 'will power' is already over there licking the icing.
The 5 stages of Hunger
Have you ever been tempted to go to the Golden Arches? I haven’t eaten Mc D’s in well over 4 months, so for me to have this craving, it wasn’t just a ‘well I could have one’ my stomach was like ‘WE ARE HAVING ONE.’ The kind of cravings that take over your whole body and you can’t think about anything else….
Dessert for Dinner
I had gotten a new recipe and I really wanted to try it and not having a clock that works in your kitchen makes it hard to keep track. So I am cutting up the apples for my Apple Crumble and my honey walks in the door..
Changing your Perspective
Today I am going to walk you through some Photography Tips on how to create a better photograph.
New Painting
Today has been a day full of surprises for me! First I got to sleep in, then I checked my blog and had a beautiful comment that brought me to tears, and then I got inspired to finish a painting that I have been working on for over two months.
The phantom of the opera
is a wondrous movie filled with love, passion, fear and betrayal. The movie is
based on the famous opera “The Phantom on the Opera” by Andrew Lloyd Webber.
The story along with the design of the entire story is amazing, it truly a remarkable
adventure.
The Phantom of the Opera Directed by
Joel Schumacher is a story about a girl named Christine. She is the daughter of
a famous violinist which had died when she was only a child. She was taken in
by Madame Giry, a ballet teacher that worked at
the theater, he daughter Meg Giry and Christine become very close. Christine became a back up dancer in the opera theater and
on the side took singing lessons from a secret music teacher. She called her teacher
The Angel of Music but little did she know it was the Phantom of the Opera.
Hervoice became his passion. Her love became
his obsession. Her refusal became his rage...
The music is so compelling it will make you fall in
love with it as soon as you hear it. The orchestra is so talented and the
singers must practice all the time because their voices are incredible. Andrew
Lloyd Webber truly tells the story through his music, without the video you can
still catch a glimpse of the story. You can close your eyes, listen, and the melody
can tell a story all on its own, the imagery is remarkable. The softness of the
music combined with the shire violent nature of some of the scenes keeps you on
your toes the whole time. Wanting and waiting for the next moment of the
marvelous musical performance.
The actors in this rendition really make the film
come alive, they are brilliant. A part from the imagery of the music, the actor’s
feelings really shine through. The lead actor, Gerard Butler (Phantom) and his partner Emmy Rossum (Christine) truly portray all the aspects of love, fear and hate,
almost as if it was genuine. They are both fantastic performers moreover their
voices are amazing; it really makes the movie come to life. Patrick Wilson
(Raoul) does a fabulous job of portraying the star-crossed lover, as a
consequence has to keep fighting hard to protect Christine. This love triangle
comes to a dramatic end however and the outcome will keep you on your toes in
anticipation of the closing scene.
Overall, in my option, this movie tells
so many stories in one, that if you’re in the mood for a romantic heartfelt
tale, than this movie is undoubtedly for you. Moreover if you’re a lover
of musicals this is a must see and is essential to add to your repertoire. I
give this motion picture 5/5 in all aspects, costume design, cinematography, choreography
as well as story.
Have you seen this movie? Tell me what
you thought about it…
Do you everhave those days where nothing and I mean nothing goes the way thatyouhave planned? You just want to cry and stomp your feet like you did when you were a child. Well I have had many of those day but I have never until the other day thought to myselfwhy…?
WhyI am I acting like a child and having these thoughts… Life is not as bad as you are acting right now. Well I had one of these moments the other day, while I was crying over something that seemed so wrong.
On ThursdayI went to take my driver test to get my license and was unable to. I was told some wrong information and found it out to late. She proceeded to tell me that I needed another class before I can take my test. Well that doesn’t seem so bad but I practiced all the night before for the test, so I was just very frustrated. My eyes began to swell up with water and I could hardly talk for fear of crying. My driving instructor was there and stud up for me, however to no avail and I still have to take the class.
Then a glimmer of hope….She told me that there was one this Saturday and that there was still room if I wanted to join. What good news, however when we reached the car my eyes could no longer hold back the tears as I thought about work. I had to work this Saturday and there was no way I could get it off because my boss already had it booked off and the next class wasn’t until the end of October.
Madabout the situation I was in, I kind of shut off. I was grumpy and not a very good person to be around. I tried to hide it for work but I was told to day by my friend that I wasn’t hiding it that good. I have been working to get my license for a while now and everything keeps going wrong.
So I prayed…prayed for help. Prayed to God to enter into my life and send me the holy spirit to guide me. Help me not be this terrible person. Help me to see past this road block and see the good. I talked to my best friend that night and she calmed me down out of tears. She reminded me that God had a plan and I was not meant to take the test that day because if I was then I would have been able to take it. That maybe there is something in that class that I need to know before.
Then I received an email from my loving daddy…
A strong person knows how to keep their life in order. Even with tears in their eyes, they still manage to say "I'm ok" with a smile. Send this to a strong person. I just did. God is good. Change is coming. God saw your sadness and said hard times are over.
I sent itto a few people that I think would a appreciate it. I got a astonishing response back, from a wonderful lady that I am lucky to have in my life. She said:Thank you Tamara, this is so thoughtful of you. I don't feel strong, but I am blessed to have lots of people holding me up. Thank you for being one of the people that holds me up. I got a teary eyed reading those words and thanked God for giving me this amazing woman in my life.
Then everything started falling in to place. I got a text mesg from my driving instructor telling me that she will do special classes with me at night so I can get my license sooner! Tears again.
Howcould I ever think bad things about my life when I have all these wonderful people surrounding me? I was not sure about this journey that I had started to travel on until he showed me the power of love and acceptance this past week. He has a plan for me and I am ready to follow it with all my heart!
The first timeI prayed it was weird and I didn’t know what to say. In youth group I would always sing to the songs so loud and that’s how I communicated with Him. So I went to the best blog ever and I checked out her playlist and fell in love withFrancesca Battistelli and her amazing voice.
There is this one song that jumped right into my heart and sang to my soul. It’s calledI’m letting goand it is what I am going though right now. It feels like I was lead to this song because she wrote it for me.
There is another song on her album that I have listened to about 5 times today, but ill keep you waiting and ill show it to you tomorrow! See you then.
Don’t forget to smile!
57. Finding new music
58. The friends I have in my life and the ones to come
I want to thank everyone for their lovely comments , they were amazing! I was crying practically the whole time . The love that went in ...
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